I feel really bad about not being on livejournal in so long. Knowing that there are stories that I was reading that were being updated that I was missing out on. Knowing that I was letting other people down, those that were reading my story. I just haven't had time for any of it really. I started back at school recently and it has been a little more stressful then I would like. I also just recently started at my new job. I work whenever I am not in school. That means that I am also working when I am supposed to be in Taekwondo. That means that I am not getting as much practice as I need and I am terrified that I will fail testing on the 28th. I don't want to test. I am not ready for it at all. I just want to quit, but I can't because I only have 2 more weeks. After I test then I can quit. I just want to NOW not then. Not only all of that, but I am preparing to move at the end of the semester. Moving FAR away from my family. But I am moving in with my Fiance and I am so excited about it. REALLY excited. Anyways, just tons of things weighing on my shoulders at the moment and it is hard. I know what I am doing is the right thing and that it is going to make me happy in the end, but I have to deal with 5 more months of stress before I get my reward.